tmr is chongfu founders dae... yayy i wld get 2 meet damn lot of LOVELY ppl... xD my frwens. DUH. weee~ heard tat mrs ong wld be gg too... SHE CAME BACK FROM US? oh wow. okaaaeee. den dere were ppl hu said they din wan 2 go but when dey heard tat mrs ong came back, THEY CHNGED THEIR MINDS... aw fine. oh yea n i met shermae on... when's tat? last mon. she gave me a jiro photooo... i haff been looking at tat photo 24/7 since tat dae n i put it under my pillow when i sleep. loyal huh. i got 9/12 fer e class test u noe! the 1 tat WAS meant 2 stand fer 10%... argh. i get gd marks, mr koh wans us 2 retake another test instead of tat 1. fate is against me oh yea. T^T fine wdv. argh.

haiz nowadaes so many ppl bdae, im gg broke. or rather. I WOULD. peiyan den adriel den carey den shermae. OH GREAT... juz so great huh. i dunno wad else 2 post bout. my lyf is juz a boring plain lyf of a gurl. nth else. AHHEEMMM... carey! oh yes her. CAREY IM POSTING BOUT U. FEELING HAPPIE? u should. carey is dere, insisting on taking tat one. i ask her 2 take some other one, she doesnt wan 2. yes she insisted on tat 1. tsk. fussy little gurl. not a very gd habit i guess. xD n the problem is, she couldnt manage 2 take tat 1. n she still doesnt wan 2 take some other 1! OH YES, she DUN WAN 2. tsk tsk tsk. ppl shldnt b so fussy, agreed? yepp. tats the standard ans.. xD sorri i suddenly xin qin bu hao. dun feel lky posting. dun feel lyk toking. dun feel lky doing anithing. juz feel lyk staring into space, look n dream. dream. yes tats wad i would rather do... im juz scared tat everything would dissapear 1 dae. everything tat once belonged 2 miie would b gone....

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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wooolala... now wad shld i post bout? hmm... lets tink... oh ya i saw sophia yesterdae. she said danny was a loser cuz his mum didnt let him go the library on good fri. OKAE she's a bit mean i guess.... it wasnt danny's fot anw... k lets cut tis crap b4 thing get worse.... OKAE? lala. tis is a damn short post so sorri. T^T c ya!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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todae was SJAB FLAG DAE! miie janice gui zhen n qiaowei went 2 amk mrt station dere 2 ask pl 2 donate $$$ into our donation tins but dere too mani "compeititors" so we chnged sopt n miie n janice went 2 a nearby bus stop. janice went 2 the stop opposite the road while i stayed at the orginal bus stop. so tat was it. janice was lyk damn "qing song" (relaxed) her stop dere the bus always got a lot of ppl get down so she juz sat at the bos top wait 4 bus 2 cum ask pl 2 donate. BUT ME my stop's buses NVR had ppl getting down the bus i dunno y. so i had 2 walk n walk. WALK N WALK MORE. walk round the bus stop asking everyone hu passed by 2 donate. my legs r lyk damn tired kae.a few tyms i sat on the steps leading up 2 a... a sort of lyk walking path tat is on higher ground. YUPP i sae dere cuz dere wasnt ani place at the bus stop so i sat dere 2 rest 4 a while. n WOW ppl actually came 2 miie 2 donate! i guess they tink tat im pathetic... XD n dere was tis teen guy hu emptied his wallet 2 donate!!!! HE DUG N DUG IN HIS WALLET N DUG OUT TIS 2 HANDFUL OF MANI COINS! he gave me 1 handful n i thot tat was enuff so i said ty n started 2 walk off when he caught up wif me, gave me a VERI wide smile and gave the other handful... (i saw tat the 2 handful of coins were the onli money in his wallet it was empty aftwards) LURVE HIM SIA!!!! GIMME SOOO MUCH !!! xDD JKJK... n den dere was another teen hu chiong across the road n i thot tat he was gonna b late 4 sth or wad... but he chiong juz 2 donate 20 cents 2 me lol... den it was lyk he kept smiling n smiling so i had 2 smile back... SMILKE SMILE SMILE den he suddenly chionged off lyk veri scared of me liddat... =.= n an aunty hu donated 2 me asked me 2 drink more water xD the end of our boring FLAG DAE

anw on our way back home... we were on e mrt... DEN! dere was tis boi wearing a black jacket... bout 15 or 16 i tink... he's cute! he was wearing a pair of thick frame funky glasses and his hair was funky(too)!!!! omg lar... he lyk so shuai n cute... den when we were at orchard i tink, he came n stood in front of me... n no1 was in the middle. OMG i was lyk so freaked out... i wanna scarem but i noe i cant son i can onli keep telling johanna how cute n shuai he is (but i guess she had a diff opinion) and den i couldnt control my smile... i was juz blur blur de smiling...smiling a very wide grin n i was sure my face was gonna go red. WOW tis is the first tym anithing liddat happen u noe..... normally i dun go so kee siao over shuai guys 1 ( i guess i do dumtimes xD) okae tats wad happen ok... i rly miss him!!!! i wanted 2 cry out when i got out of the mrt n he didnt u noe... haiz tis is the sad story.. OH YA when we first got into the mrt at city hall, tat darn kay hwee went 2 push chun/kun rong(paiseh i dunno izzit chun rong or kun rong... xD) and made him bang into miie... IT WAS PAIN CAN n den it was lyk when he banged into me he said sry BUT IT SHLD B TAT KH HU SAED IT K... it was his fot! HMPH... nvm im missing my MRT BOI now.... T^T

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woohoo my rm duty i onli tio 80 sia.. i tink i would haff broke a record dude... 80! n our staff didnt let us do spastic stuff so michelle chnged it 2 scoring 40 goals in plaeing captain ball against our staffs n sir... shing yi n chris joined miie n justin n michelle n ming shan n lihui in plaeing... the sir n staffs let us win on purpose... ssshhhh... shing yi was lyk so freak funni.. he went 2 hug sir frm the back 2 bind his hands so tat he cant block us. anw at e end the game bcum i dunno wad. it was juz complicated n den diff ppl were standing on chairs den they were passing the ball 2 ppl were wasnt in their grp n i dunno wad was happening. i was just sitting under shing yi (hu was standing on the chair) SHADOW lol... the sun was damn hot n shing yi n chris n lihui were plaeing in their uniform.. n den shing yi's uniform was lyk a totally wet cloth.

anw todae i was lyk damn upset. bcuz of sum personal stuff... anw i m quite... i dunno. juz tis mixed feelings stir up. sad. scared. scared of losing. losing wad i lurve. anw todae during the so called sjab meeting which is informal... i drank up lyk a quarter of shing yi's ice lemon tea... im greedy arent i? SORRI SHING YI!!!!! hehe juz lurve ice lemon tea too much... SORRI RLY SORRI i wont drink ur stuff again xDD n tat kay hwee always calling miie bullshyt. he doesnt care bout ppl's feelings at all. tat's y i hate sum bois. even those ppl i hate i wont juz lyk keep calling them names 4 no reason. wad a pig...! hmph dun care la. dunnid care bout those ppl. here im, being scared of losing wad i wan...

its not up 2 me 2 decide. i haff got 2 let go. nvm nvm.... im feeling lonely now i dunno y. i rly feel lyk taking up the fone n calling sum1 hu can make miie feel better. i found out tat i wasnt as cheerful as i was animore. i haff chnged yes i did. in my pri sku daes i was lyk... crazii n always laffing my head off n was seldom rly veri sad or upset. but now. i m not as cheerful as b4. n i nvr seem 2 get things rite. i tried n tried. 2 make myself cheerful lyk the daes in pri sku. but i cant. i juz cant. those ppl hu always lifted my spirits were gone n my old self went wif them. i found out tat i shld haff treasure my class more when they were around. the lurvely daes. whr's my old self? i wan her back. im no more as crazii. the crazii gurl hu always laffing her head off. hu always ganged up wif danny 2 torture igena (alrite the truth is out)... it was such fun. once igena was chaeting in class ( he was chnging his ans as the teacher went throught them) n den i told danny n den he was lyk "IGNATIUS Y U GO N CHNG ANS?! DUN CHEAT LA" in a its-for-ur-own-good tone veri veri LOUDLY. he did it on purpose 2 let the teacher hear. weeelll... the teacher heard n she lifted here head n the whole class looked at us... suddenly i cant control myself animore n i burst out laffing.... the teacher ended up staring at me instead.. (tat wasnt the plan) those WERE fun daes.... it was funni how kaiyang he big mouth went 2 spread 2 the whole class on graduation dae bout hu i lyked. welll but he was in other classes n few ppl noe him so i dun care at all... those daes r all over... over. tats the end of the story. now is the brand new start of a new story. hu noes wad will happen?

mayb one dae i will find back the cheerful n crazii of miie? mayb i will stay lyk tis 4eva? being upset n worrying 4 my lyf? mayb a brand new side of me awaits me 2 discover? the onli thing tat i noe now is tat i do not wish 2 chng. i m finding back the cheerful side of me. i haff to. i lurve being cheerful n i dowan 2 chng. whr is the cheerful side of mie? mayb its gone 4 good..... 4 good...

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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M i juz plain suay or wad? nvm... i tio rm duty... on mon... wif justin.. i hope things wont get too bad 4 miie... nvm... hahas... n guan jie didnt believe i dun haff a bf... he was dere saeing "dun lie" "sae the truth" "lie la" n things liddat... lol... n he said i didnt haff a bf cuz i was too choosy... mayb a bit true but... TATS WAY THINGS HAFF 2 B xD omg on fri i ate mcdonalds wif dq n carey n when i went back 2 sku (4 sjab) i realli felt lyk puking... FIRST i nid 2 clarify tat i didnt eat lyk tons of food... juz a mcspicy set... i shldnt haff ate tat.. i cant even eat dinner when i reach home... the food juz cant b digested xD hahas anw now's 11.25pm n i rly feel lyk slping but its ok i haff 2 post else ppl complain... n MIIE! the tsunami pro hu flooded bingru's blog 2 TIMES! yayy~ n my frwen said i was "CAN REN" i cant believe jingwen u joined NCC air... i thot u were so GURL not lyk miie liddat XD n u actually joined NCC air n even 4got 2 tell me... U WAD KIND OF FRWEN?! jkjk i not so xiao qi de dun worry... dunno wad got into winglun 2dae n was out 2 make me EXPLODE' oh nvm.... C YA dun wan post lers

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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tyty all my buddies! wah chengjie u realli kind lyk hell leh! offer help wif my hw! no1 done tat b4! so moved! lols... hahas... tokyo julier rawk on! anw tis short short n extremely short post is juz 2 thank chengjie!!! i was so surprised! BUDDIES CHENGJIE!!!!! =]

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|3:14 AM|

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im not gonna post a long post todae...ty seri n isabelle.. haiz... isabelle hoe ya getting on? i wanna organise class gathering lehs.. den we can c each other again! but u veri busi 1 rite? haiz haiz... D: tsk... juz watch finish scooby doo... veri funni... the movie... hahas... aiya nth 2 sae k? im feeling angry, sad n blah blah.. juz those "bad" feelings... aw pls... ! great i dunno wad's going on... T^T haiz haiz haiz haiz... ok i gonna slp lers bye

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l0ve ishh a big illusi0n ``i shld try t0 f0rget.